Thursday, July 3, 2008

I AM AFRAID!!! I AM UNDER PRESSURE!! I AM Totally Under Pressure !!!

Just woke up now....I felt very pressure ...totally Under PRESSURE !!!!
I Can't sleep well.......because of my job ...I can't handle the call ....I can't .....I am pressure...under pressure......I am very tired right now !!!!!!! I trying to sleep.......but i have a nightmare.......the non stop nightmare.....I can't sleep well.............I can't .............I am totally Under Pressure...................

PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE PRESSURE

I am totally Under Pressure.

I am totally Under Pressure.

I am totally Under Pressure.

I am tired ......I am sick of it ...........I am tired ...........Please....anyone can help me?

I am Depressed .....

I am Depressed .........

I am useless...i can't take the pressure...i can't handle my own job....i can't ...i spoil my 1st job.......

I want to quit.............I don't want to involved my colleague....................I don't want to involved anyone....................

I am Depressed ..............................

I am Depressed..............................

I am totally Under Pressure.

Pressure............Pressure ..........Pressure................................................................

I am disappointed on myself........Useless........I spoiled my 1st job............

I can't take the job...I am afraid to face to all my colleague and the call....
i am afraid to step into the office now...I am afraid to sit in front of the office table with tons of called from the customer.......I am afraid to take the call...........

I am Pressure ...I am pressure....
I want to stay inside my room..........I just want to stay inside my room...
I don't want to step out ....I don't want to step into the office.........
I am afraid ...............I am afraid ........


I need help...I need help............anyone can help me????
I am afraid .....................................I am under pressure ........

Pressure ...........................

I am under pressure .......I am under pressure..............................................

PRESSURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And i will resign the job tomorrow........

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey babe,
i was just like you when i did my first job... im damn stress. i have to handle loads of calls and also meet my customer's dateline. i have to finish all my data entry at 1 day. i have to key in and out. its all due to adapting. because you haven adpat that is why u have nightmare. once you have adapt, you will feel better.. and you will stop having nightmares.. trust me!!!

Vincent Cho said...

take it easy my friend. thing doesn't that bad actually. all you need is just spend some real time on it.

3POINT8 said...

Cheer up!
Good colleagues are all that you need to get through the day. You can have shitty customers, sleepy moods, feeling of incompetence, but if you have good colleague in your work environment, thats a big bonus there. Why not try for another 1~2weeks? After all, you need time to condition your body to wake up early yes?

PrincessBB said...

anonymous : thx 4 ur comment ..i appreciate it a lot^^ thx 4 ur kindness...........welcome to my blog too....

vincent choo:ya..i know i need some time..but dunno why..feel pressure...and the shift nt suit for me...thx 4 ur comment ya^^

3 point8 :
ya i know ^^ thx 4 ur comment ...i appreciate it...but i feel much more better after i resign the job..anyways....i gonna study soon...working is also not suit for me..haiz....b4 this..i thought i can find a job and take some experience ,but at the end..haiz....but i feel better now ..thx ^^

Barbie said...

Oh! You quit ur first job dy? Well, if Princess feel like you can't handle them no more, then to quit is the best way to work the problem out. Glad to hear that my beloved Princess is not under pressure no more. Come now! Whatever it takes, Barbie always have ur back! Sayang Sayang my dear <3

Jonathan Nathan said...

Hurmmmm... I think you're stress because it's your first job. Everyone goes through this, even me. I remember when I had my first job, I didn't know anything, I just wanted to breakdown and quit but I managed to pull myself together because I knew that my future depended on it. I needed the experience. So, although I hated my first job, I wanted to prove to myself that I can work and so I held on until the end.

When you start working full-time in the future, it will be something like this no matter which job you take. You need to be mentally strong and motivate yourself everyday by saying that at the end of the day you made yourself proud.

Don't worry about the rude customers, I face the same thing at my job now. I deal with client from all over the world and some of them are irritating and rude. I just ignore their rudeness, by imagining how stupid they can be for shouting at me for no reason. I just do my job and at the end of the day forget about the problem. Never carry forward your problems to the next day. Start a new day with a smiling face, although its hard but it really helps.

Anyway, I have a tip for you since you're answering calls. To prevent customers from being rude to you, you should greet them properly (like "Good morning sir. My name is Yin Yin. Thank you for calling. How may I assist you?" and then when you're done with the call "Thank you for calling sir. I'm glad that I was able to assist you. I hope you will have a nice day.")before they open their mouth. If they hear a soft and smooth voice coming from you, they might not be as rude or angry. Even if they are angry, you should continue talking sweetly ("Yes sir. My sincere apologies sir.") and they will feel stupid for talking so rudely, they will calm down eventually. Thats what I do.

Don't give up! I know you can do it! I takes awhile to get used to. Tell yourself that you can do it because at the end of the day the biggest reward is self-satisfaction, knowing that you achieved something that you thought you can never do. Keep it up!!! I'm proud of you :-)

Brigida Ayson Schmidt said...

Yeah, I left you comments on your previous posts, can't remember what now!

By the way... Being an operator is really tiresome, especially if you're on a night shift.

Are you already finished in your studies? or you're a part-time student?

Goodluck and may you carry all the job in your shoulder well!

ZzkAng said...

yin...
no pressure = no life = no fun...
you have to live with it.. :D