Monday, May 12, 2008

BRAKE UP!!

Broke Up already !!!!!!
This is what i can tell my friend about Yong and I ....
Gone ,everything is gone .....

Maybe This is what i want ??? Or ???
I am Hurting Myself ,I am wasting my times ...
I am Foolish ,I am Useless......
I am Useless ...........

I really need some one beside me ...............
I really need some one beside me ...............................Really need .........................=(



今天早上,你回答我那一句话,真的是狠狠地刺入我的心,
听到那句话,我的心,再次碎了,可能你不会明白那句话有多伤,
可是当我听到那句话时,我真的很伤心。。
我真的不知道该怎么做。。。挽留吗?不可能,因为你说你做不到,你再也给不到我幸福,
你说你已经没有那个心去做我要的东西。
昨天,我回来SUBANG,想跟你谈谈,可是,你的反应,你回答我的每一句话,都是很伤,
你说,我可以找新的男朋友,你不会介意,你说你给不到我幸福,再也给不到我我要的东西,
我跟你在回一起,只会为了同样的事情吵架,你一直不停的说,你跟本作不到我要的东西,
难道我要的东西真的这么难吗??
你说,已经没有那种心去做一些浪漫或者可以逗我开心的事,
拜托,那些事真的那么难吗?真的没有心了???
这半年来,我不停的暗示你我要的东西,我并没有要求那些你做不到的东西,可是你却一直没有做到。。。。。。。。。。。。。
三年半的感情,真的就这样没了吗?? 很可笑,我自己想了,也觉得我们分手的原因真的很可笑。
我真的很想离开这里,很想很想离开,可是不能,我根本没有地方可以去,不能回自己的家,不想跟我爸妈一起住,因为他们只会令我更烦恼!!
你说,你希望我继续住在这里,而你可以继续照顾我,你很想在继续照顾我,可是是以家人的身份,不是情侣的身分,
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。听到时,我真的不知道要说什么了。。

你不停的说,你还关心我,你对我就像你的家人一样,是家人。。。。。。。。。。
真的要放手了吗?。。。。。。。。。。BB AND DD的故事就这样画上了句号吗?
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
BB的心,真的碎了,伤心,绝望,失望,痛苦,委屈,一切不好的事情将会发生在我身上!!!
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BB AND DD。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

27 comments:

bubble~ said...

u got find him to talk 1 more time o not?..

yin said...

yup..we just talked at this morning....haiz...just let it go ba...

Christine Chong said...

hey .. I dont know you.. but 3 & 1/2 years is really a quite long relationship... make sure u make the right decisions.. take a breath & think properly.. dont ever let go of someone you really really love & care about.. an argument doesnt mean anything that serious...sometimes, dont make decision that fast. in fact, one day when you look back, it is all not worth for just a minute like this that ended both of you...

anyway, I hope you consciously know what is right & wrong between both of you. =)


best regards,
Christine Chong

jimmychin said...

唉。。不知道要怎么说。。。
只能说的就是"坚强"。。。

3POINT8 said...

er....congrats?
Think about it.. You are about to give a chance to all the eligible singles out there.
XD

Naughty Girl said...

i wil stay bside u owiz..promise..
take good care urself..

YinYin said...

To Jimmy Chin : is ok ,,i al alright ,dun worry ^^

To : 3 point 8 : aiyo..u r so funny la...hehe..yaya ,i also seeking a new 1..^^ hahaha..crazy man.......

Naughty Girl : Yaya..thx 4 ur concern ,take care^^

ZzkAng said...

Felt sorry when reading this post...
well...let gone be gone...theres always something good waiting for you in future...just be wise... :)

Apple said...

3年半的感情啊。好可惜。
天涯何处无芳草。不要因此而从此沮丧。
加油,BB!

jolicious' journal said...

hey hey,
im christien fren,
link ur blog tho her frenster..

don simply let go the one u really love...
and if u do let go just don regret ya..

will support you...
add oil girl...

anyway nice to meet ya...

Joanne

BByin said...

zzkang : hehehe.thx 4 ur concern ya..BB is fine...dun worry k^^i am be a happy girl

Apple : yaya....can find a new 1 ..hahahha..dun worry k ^^ i am ok right now^^

Joanne : Nice to meet u oo..welcome to my blog ya^^ thx 4 ur advise ..i appreciate it ^^ i am fine ..dun worry k^^

bubble~ said...

good to c u r fine!..hehe...so wat r u doin now a days?

Carely_Babystar said...

dear....
wat happend?
i shocked when c tis blog~~~~
and feel upset to hear tis news...
i will oways bside u~~~
gambateh~

BBYIN said...

Bubble : haha...i am ok..hehe,now doing nth everyday...stay at home ,watch movie ,eat sleep,shopping....like that lo

Babystar : hello ,so long never see u ady ^^ how r u^^ hmm,dun worry..i am fine ^^

Jonathan Nathan said...

Hurmmm... what can I say? Every new begining starts with the ending of another begining. Meaning that this can be thought of as a fresh start for u. Lol! Bad idea posting this in ur blog. Now, all the preditors like 3point8 will try their tricks on u =P, jz joking. Don't worry, he won't feel insulted, I know him ;-)

Anyway, take it easy and don't rush into getting someone new, a girl like doesnt need to go looking for love, love will find u when its time. Take care! ;-)

YinYin said...

Johnathan : hehehe,u got a good advise ,i appreciate it ya^^,i will be fine,dun worry ,and u know 3 point 8 huh???how u know him???? so good..^^ he is popular in blog rite....
anyways ,u know ,u got the same name with my friend ,his name is Jonathan too^^ he is my best friend !!

Carely_Babystar said...

dear..i miss u so much~
haiz...recently busy exam~
dear if hv any unhappy mz tell me o~
so u and yong Now is friend?

Jonathan Nathan said...

Hahaha! Yeah, I know 3point8. We were classmates. Yeah his blog is famous. Another classmate of mine is also a famous blogger (www.yuinyin.com). U should go n check her out, she's more famous than 3point8. Lol!

Anyway, glad to hear that u're over it! At least since u're single now nobody will get jealous when I take u in my RX8... =P

YinYin said...

Babay star : we are a very close fren now...hahaha,dun worry la..i am ok..hows ur exam???

Jonathan nathan: hehehe,so good le...he is in the same college with u??hahaha,then the yuinyuin also???
hahaha,and ue RX8.........yee ,nice ...like it..when u got it ,must let me have a ride ya^^

Jonathan Nathan said...

No la, he's sumwhere... forgot where redi, not same college, was in the same secondary school.

Yeah, i will let u sit in the car, but cannot drive. My car is like my wife, very precious. One scratch oso i will panic =P

YinYin said...

Ooo icici..Ok ,then i tumpang ur car always.....wowow..rx8 ^^ hahahahaha..so cool huh

3POINT8 said...
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3POINT8 said...

Hahaha...Looky here, I wonder who is the bigger predator here?
Trying to invite a ride in RX8 some more..Nice!
Yea, Jonathan, yuinyin and me were once in the same school. Loved that school...

Anyway, I heard that you wanted to know my real name. I can tell you over the mail.
(Seems like you have lots of email add. Which one is your mail mail add wor?)

Carely_Babystar said...

my exam....hehe~no tat good..sad~
so dear u ok od?
anyway u happy~i will happy too~
jz promise me...wat u do~....is can let urself happy~love u~

YinYin said...

3 point 8 :
hahaha,so good huh u all...yayaya..i hope to know ur name ^^ i like to talked to u ,coz u r funny ^^
u can send to this email ,is is my primary email :
Pinkstrawberrybb@hotmail.com

^^ take care ya

To Baby star :
hehehe,my baby ,dun worry me ya^^ we are fine now...^^ btw ,how r u there?so long never chat with u ady!!

Carely_Babystar said...

im fine...finish exam od....
ya...long time nvr chat v u ady~
miss u so much dear.....

YinYin said...

Why baby star din update blog ady???
update la..i can know more about u ma...hahaha