Thursday, May 21, 2009

Am I still an ART student ....or not ?????

Emo -ing
I am thinking of my studies right now..........
Should I quit or not ???? I hate studies, I hate assignments, but beside study what else I can do..

Now, my 1st impression to all my classmates was a spoiled kid who just wanted to play and not serious in this course...
YES !!!! I had to admit now !!! At first, I was really serious in this but as I progressed, I found that the assignments that lecturers wanted us to do were totally boring ................ And I started to hate the course. I threw my real heart away since the 1st semester, I did everything in the very simple way,and never tried to make it as nice as I can .............Even until now..............

When I was in primary school, I was considered a Very ART student, I joined every single drawing/art competition , and I got so many awards ......I loved drawing, I loved colouring ...
I joined drawing and colouring classes every week........ teachers loved me...

But now... my classmates said," Victoria is not an art student, she came here just for fun" ........
Kinda sad when I heard this...why ???? I knew the reason, I was not interested in studies or design anymore and the most important reason - MY LAZY-ness ...I always wanted to finish my assignments as fast as possible, I didn't care about the quality, as long as I finished them and hand in before due date then I am OK...............

I hate it !!!!!!!

Should I continue my study ????????????????????????????
But beside study what else I can do ??????????????????????
Can anyone tell me??

13 comments:

Jim Foong said...

Maybe you should take a break first, sometimes the stress seriously gets into ur head and makes u feel like u wanna give it all up.. Take a break with studies, go for a holiday or something like for say get a part time job. After some time of doing all that & not studying, perhaps u might miss studying again. Just like how i am, i am planning to get back on track with studies this july after almost, one year of not studying ?? Good luck Victoria =)

Jerine said...

Before I started law school, I told myself I wanted to change the legal system in Malaysia. When I'm in law school I was struggling to survive. Now that I've finish my law school, I find that it's actually not as bad as I thought. I believe law school is ten times worse than arts. Life is full of challenge. I don't believe you're a weak person. This problem you have is just very trivial compare to other things you are going to face in your life. Trust me, if you can't go through this, you might as well don't have to live. Sorry, I sound a bit harsh, but it's the truth. If you're already doing something, you must continue it until you achieve something. You should focus on your goal. Don't get affected by other people around you. I know you can make it.

sara* said...

I second Jerine's thoughts. you have to go through something til the end once you made up your mind that you wanna do it. My friend kept changing her course when she was studying because she keeps saying that it's boring. And now after she has graduated, she still cant stick to one job for more than 2 months.

It's not abt feeling bored and wanting excitement, but its more to having the commitment and determination to stick through something til the end. So, all the best to you, don;t make the same mistake my friend did, and hope you can find the passion in art like you once had =)

Akira 思胜 said...

Just follow you path... I think you need to continue with your studies... Jia you!!!

YinYin said...

Jim : I thought about your advise before...THX ^^

Jerine : yes...U got the point ...I am trying to fix this ......Thx 4 ur concern

Sara : yes...I understand what u mean ..I have friend which is same like yours ...she kept changing the course as she thought it was boring until now, she still stuck in the college and couldn't graduate.

Akira : trying to............But i think i should take a break 1st.

pennie badbadgurlz said...

i think you should think abt which career u like the most~!
for m3, i love maths
so i took actuarial science
it's very hard
but still i love it~!
but when u ask m3 to write essay
i'll cry i tel u =="
so juz choose wadever u like to do
but of course not stop study
if not wad u can do??
as a admin?!

CK Kher said...

Don't care bout what others talk behind ur back... If u think ure still passionate about arts then u are an art student by urself... no one can decide who you are ! only you urself... about u doing ur assignment n losing interest in arts is just a process of achieving ur real art career .... Jia you...ohh yaa ... base on the fact that u still care so much abt ppl calling u not an art student is enough to show that ure still passionate in arts :)

YinYin said...

pennie : ya...my friend told me also..i shouldn't quit study ............haiz....

CK : thx ck...I got what u mean...i will try..But i learnt a lesson through this semester....DO NOT take too much subject in a semester....Like this semester..I took 5...and I got no enough time to finish my assignment ...always rushing for it like mad.............that's the second reason that i couldn't make my art piece nicely...gosh.......

BeverLy's Secret said...

Never give up, babe!!!

CK Kher said...

YEA ! i took 5 subjects too last sem.... damn stressed... manage to pass all the subjects haha .... take 4 subjects just enuf !

Carely_Babystar said...

dear~
so sad to heard ur classmate said u tat~
besides,i'm also tried to give up my accoutancy course when i was face much assignment which i dunno do,and feel im not suit to study it~i boring v assignment and exam too~
but at last i still continue it until now~going graduate in september for diploma course~now thinking bek,i feel myself is the lucky one,coz we enjoy our study life,jz need to face assignment and exam stress~compare v other worker ppl,we really is lucky one...hope u dun give up~

YinYin said...

beverly : ya...thx ^^

CK : hahaha..yes..so i think i will take only 2 subject @ next short semester......

Babystar : ya baby..compared to others, we are the lucky 1...but I just cnnot take it ....AR!!!! I am going to mad now.....if they could give us more time to do it should be ok..but we dont have enough time to do.

babyskiffie said...

hey! I'm a lazy art student too! I really get how u feel right now. At one point I even begged my parents to let me take a break for a while.
My advice is to take a break for a while or take less subjects! Good luck :)