me n dear dear couple 999days anniversary....haha

Actually today count as 1000days,our 999days was on yesterday ,27th september....let's talk about yesterday,hehe...after class,DD and I planed to go the new shopping centre ,Pavilion Kl for shopping,Reached there around 8:30pm.....gosh..i love pavilion so much,it is simply classy ! Spotted a some cute bag from GUESS , so i  bought it !..AFter that we headed to Eden for Dinner !

(me lo..at pavilion)

(having our dinner at Eden chulan square)
( me,so yong shui ...)

(woohoo....)

Alone..................

Now,1:51am ,i am alone here....................no one is accompany me here.......and i feel alone............i miss her so much............reallllly miss her.........what can i do now....without her,i am just a lonely kid.........i miss u ,i miss u alot.............................................!!!!!!!!!!! Face to the computer,keep viewing our photo...........It made me Miss u again and again......................mama,how r u?? Are u ok??how r u there?? y u dint go in my dream,tell me how r u there??yyy??? i miss u alot........................mama...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am ..................ill ....sad....cant control..........miss u alot,mama

i am stil very sad..........i cant control my self....i miss her so much.....i dunno how..wat to do now,no body cant accompany me as well........who ??who can??????online ??? no body can help me......how??
i really very miss u , mama, will you come bac?????will u?????i try to let my self happy,let myself buzy ,and act like nth.......... but it is hard........when ,at home,on the bed.....i think again......really cant control..........i hate myself...i really hate myself.......................any1 can help me???

世界上最疼我的两个人都走了！！丢下我一个！

九月十六日，下午六点，婆婆走的那一天。。。。。那天她都好好的。。。到了下午就开始呼吸困难，很辛苦，他忍耐了很久。。。一直等到我到了，他才断气。。为什么，为什么要带走婆婆，你们已经把公公带走了。。现在连婆婆也要带走。。我记得，婆婆说过，要跟我一起去香港的。。说过的。。可是都还没有去到，他就走了。。。回来好吗？？跟我一起去。。我真的很不舍得你们。。什么都没跟我说就走了。。为什么？？？我真的顶不顺了。。很辛苦，很不贯！！我应该怎么办？？我应该离开这里一阵子吗？？妈妈不停的打电话来，叫我过去。。。可是我舍不得婆婆。。。我走了，他还看到我吗？？他会不会想我？？真的永远都见不到他吗？？？真的吗？？谁可以帮我？？